Not sure what this challenge is, Challenge

Unknowing to me, tomorrow please God is the first of July O_O And there I was writing in work, 'call back on Monday 1st' haha faillll. I rarely ever know what day it is though :/ But that's not the point. Otherwise, it's great that it is, because I always like to start challenges on the 1st of a month ^_^ 


So I've postponed this for awhile now, tried it, probably lasted one day, meat was just so overwhelmingly delicious! This is originally meant to be a 'Vegetarian' Challenge. So no meat, just the good ole veggies and stuff. But I think I need to easeeee my way into that, and so it's a 'Semi-Vegetarian' Challenge. And the reason for that is primarily because, I really like cheese lol and Ryvita #Addicted >.< plus I need milk, and well, fish is awesome :/ okies, so basically it's like this.
No Chicken
No Beef
No other type of meat except fish
Some animal products such as eggs(haven't had eggs in months :O ) and milk :D 
The veggies I shall try to consume as raw as possible! 
And the fish shall not be cooked with any sort of oil. 


So I guess it's more of a health challenge? hmmm
Then I figured why not add a new spin to it, and have a 'Go to Bed at a Reasonable Hour and Not Spend the Entire Night Watching How I Met Your Mother or Gossip Girl or Pretty Little Liars or Any Other Sitcom That I Have on My Watch Sitcoms All Vacation List Plus Wake up Earlier Whilst Being a Semi- Vegetarian Challenge' ^_^ 

Watched Gossip Girl from 11:30- now today :| And basically finished 4 seasons of HIMYM already, would've finished a month ago o.O ^_^ 
And well, I sleep pretty late.really early and that's probably not a good thing unless I plan to work Night Jobs in the future :| 
So this should be interesting, and rewarding I hope :) 
So here's to hoping for success for the next 7 days ^_^ 

Soooooo I Got Robbed.

Well the title pretty much explains it all. So I'm not really sure where to go from here, thoughts so scattered :/

I always wonder and marvel at little changes, big ones too, but the little ones in particular. Like how, taking one taxi instead of the other just seconds away, could be the difference between life and death. Or how, staying back at home 2 minutes longer, or forgetting something and having to go back for it, could be the determinant of whether or not you may notice something, find something, understand something. And lastly, the impact. The impact the littlest things could have on you. Like seeing someone with a certain hairstyle, and your mind goes on into how awesome it may be, how confident they may be, then somehow reach to the point where it eats at your insecurities, makes you wonder why you can't be that yourself, bold and brave, and from then you make the decision to be better, become like this person who might as well be a figment of your imagination as for only a second you glimpsed then, or to wallow in self pity and regret, remorse for everything you've done and haven't done, inevitably leading to a downward spiral. How? from seeing someone's hairstyle? The little things. 

Quite frankly I'm not sure how I feel about this all yet, it fluctuates. No one really knows EXACTLY how they're respond in dangerous situations. Your conscious mind fathers information from your senses, daily experiences, impacting directly on your subconscious, or inner conscious level, causing you to think certain ways, and react different ways. It's sorta like a computer, storing all that information, making you either function smoothly, malfunction in certain areas, or even crash when these inner thoughts are brought to a conscious level. Point is, lol, who really knows EXACTLY what they'd do. 

So here I was, walking home, only to be attacked from behind by two guys. Now you see two guys coming behind you, maybe you get suspicious, but had I looked back, I wouldn't have. Why? Because I know one of them, literally from younger days, went to my primary school, coming to my house to pick five-finger off my tree, all ah dat! So in the actual robbery, I sat on the floor thinking, whilst still strugglin with my bag and them, really? you? you're one of the guys robbing me? REALLY? and then of course, oh no, my money, my bb,my ipod and the stuff I just bought for my graduation in like 2 hours! But, I let go the bag. I didn't know if they had a weapon, and quite frankly I didn't want to find out. Strangely, there was this little boy, no more than 11, just there, on a bike, watching. And when they decided they can't find my phone let's just snatch the bag and go,the little boy rides up to me and says 'Family, what happen?' Really? -_- So tiredly, I ran to the main street to see if anyone was in the road and could have stopped them, saw a neighbor and he called after them, but how much does that really do? Nonetheless, it was appreciated. So, in the blink of an eye, I lost pretty valuable things, think my ring got slid off too..my graduation ring :/
Well, a lotttttttttt more ensued after the event!. It's so mind blowing the amount of things that transpired in the last 24 hours O_O 

But, I am quite honestly not in the frame of mind to discuss that just yet. But now, I'm even more thankful. Worse things could have happened, but it didn't and I thank the Lord for it all. Despite me losing those stuff, those guys lost even more and will continue to lose more. And I pray for them and for better.

P.S I had a blastttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt at my graduation regardless!! I didn't care who bothered that I danced and skipped around with my friends allllllll night, I had just the right to be there, as anyone else, and I live for not a single one of them. But thank God for great friends to share it with! Shar, Lileh, Ma g Nadz, Kankan, Bridge, Pearly, Kimi times 2 and of course, my darling brother Damian :) I love you guys! ^_^ 

WHAT I HATE ABOUT CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

It's the most wonderful time of the year. I can't dispute that there's a greater sense of joy around this time, hearing parang music on the radio...wait thats all that excites me? wow -_-

Christmas is NOT an excuse to go bankrupt. Why on earth do I need new curtains? What is wrong with the ones from last 3, 4, 5 years?!?! And why must they be so damn fancy!?! -_- 

People go crazyyy buying things! Quite frankly, I'd paint my house in August if I can, Christmas time pretty much would just equal- free time to do it. 

Prices DO NOT "go down" -_-. I checked a catalogue from Courts or Standards or whatever months ago, and compared the items on "sale" with those then...SAME PRICE!! In fact, this jus tmight be when prices hike up, because the demand for every single thing increases. I do NOT need to spend over 1000 dollars on groceries alone dammit! >.< 

Christmas is NOT an excuse to drink alcohol excessively!! It is NOT an excuse to go out and lime and "have a good time" dousing down everything that comes your way. Sure fruit cake is great but geez, must you overdo the alcohol?

Who on earth is santa claus? Whyyyyyyyyyyyy do parents lie to their children. It's bribery, it's a lie and its damn foolish! it's also very idolatrous, seeing that children worship Santa's feet, hoping to get something for Christmas. And quite frankly, it's pretty eurocentric too, seeing that ya know, we don't have chimneys in the Caribbean -_- Santa u racist or summ? U discriminatory? *coas*

Quite likely, Jesus was NOT even born on December 25th and nowhere in the Bible do people really celebrate birthdays anyway, except for 3 occasions where bad things all happened (Google it, or read yo Bible yo) All in all, though I don't feel inclined to get in this "spirit" ie...EXCESS! I celebrate the fact that ONE man, Jesus Christ, loves me, and us all, sooooooooo much, that He'd die for me, to reconcile my relationship with God, paving the way for my eternity! :)

And what have we become, glutton, lazy and easily swayed? What is xmas? I thought the  Word was Christmas? I thought the reason for the season was CHRIST! WHO IS X??!?!? Did X come to save my life?

Sooooo, why not choose a time to celebrate this fact then- ie christmas season? uhm WHY NOT DO IT ALLLLLLLLLL THE TIME? Does the Lord say, wellllllllllll Imma help you today, Imma hear your prayer today, I'll comfort you and be there for you today, but tomorrow I rell cyah handle u nah, or next week neither, matter of fact, I'm booked through February, so whenever ah get de chance to help yuh ah go do it? uhh NO! So why, for this ONE time, do we get so focused on "THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT" 

What Spirit? hanging reindeer and excess lights outside my house does NOT make me feel the "spirit"

Having a tree up, does NOT make me feel the "spirit"

Drinking alcohol, liming, paranging does NOT make me feel the "spirit" 

Cleaning and painting does NOT make me feel the spirit.

And quite frankly Im sick and TIRED or hearing ppl say "I doh feel the Christmas spirit" if yuh buying ting, eating ting, drinking ting, paranging and ting, then yuh in the spirit alright! But which one. 

I rather feel the Holy Spirit. I'd rather have a peaceful Christmas, than a loud, festive Christmas.

I rather have peace within myself for a lifetime, than spend one day in glutton excessive, pointless celebration to feel temporary happiness. Cuz guess what people..drink away your problems today, they are still there in the morning! 

I rather lend a helping hand to those in need, than sit back and wait for a bunch of gifts to be given to me. Naively before, Id wish for gifts. But the thing is, if the Lord doesn't do anything else for me, He's already done enough. And that's the greatest gift of all.

So have a blessed, holy Christmas. And perhaps, before going outside to galavant and play, take some more time to pray. Always remember the reason, not just for a season, for always. 

*deep breath* 

Random Thoughts of a Random Girl 2

We gonna hunt you down, *does two finger gun salute dance* o.O
Eff what you said, it dont mean sh*t now! Eff your presence mite as well be a cow
Take a drink ah this, take a drink ah dat, oh yes trini Christmas is the bestttttt *rows hands like a boat* Ah-Yee!!! xD
You my friend, is ah bake, ah dry up old bake!
I WANNA GO TO CUBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :(
If I was a rich girl, nah nah nah nh nah nuh nah nuh nah nah nahhhh *mumbles incoherently*
Vinegar. OMG what a racist word! :O lol 
Shake that bootayyy, turn it aroundddddd. 
Some likkle children ANNOYING! geeezz ann, why yuh touch meh dictionary eh? steups like yuh buy that, gosh was I that annoying?
Cant be, I was quiet :D and shyyyyyyyyyy :D 
Tryna figure out what happened..I rel cyah do them primary school math questions if yuh ask me now nuh, LOL ok prob some :P
mehhhhhhhhh, neighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *kicks hooves* LOL 
When you are feeling a little low, oh oh oh, itching and ah scratching
Rastaman vibrations yeaaa, POSITIVE xD Big tune
Yuh doh haffi dread to be rastaaa, no haffi dread *sways* 
I can isolate mah body 8-) Drama ftw!
What the hell is all this encryption on the page! Go away!
I DONT WANNA GROW OLDERRRRRRRRR YET! MAKE IT STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP :( 
I rel want dumbells tho and ah yoga mat! >.>
Santa can you hear me?!?!?! I have been so good this year, LOL Santa wey yuh gonna come thru, meh window? what kinda stalker gully creeping behavious is that? steups. lol We doh meddle in tha milk nd cookies ting neither! 8-)
I like to scrape the vanilla out of the oreo and eat the biscuit alone, does that mean Im racist? o.O
WHATS GREEN AND SEE THRU?!?! ..... THIS LETTUCE RIGHT HERE, HAHAHAHA *dies* haha
I REAL WANT AH PACK SOUP THO! steupssssssssssssss. 
You think I weird? wait who exactly am I talking to, swear I does talk to myself nuh, and real answer back too wth! Steups girl you crazy, yea kinda, hehehe Not really tho, meh yes really, gosh boi juhhhhh. 
I want ah spanish mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, to marry me, oh gosh yes parang sweet *dances*
Enrique Iglesias :D  ay yuh know daddy yankee songs kinda cool. lol
I pity you insecure people, I mean we all have em, but channel em positively, accept yourself. You're only hurting others and yourself further by lashing out on people!
TRUCK TRUCK TRUCK! lol de chairs fall off de back ah de truck yes, LOL
Tales of mere existence. Im on a goat o.O If hI really were, that goat would prob hate me :/ 
gah
Lappy why did you crash? :( Work! :( 
Remordimientos reunan como viejos amigos, aqu para remorar sus momentos mas oscuros :( 
I wah see breaking dawn tho! I shud finish read them book, mehhh get fed up in the third book. mehhh. 
Swag out the world SOLAR, Im so cold POLAR! burrr, lol *insert washing machine here* xDDDDD 
School does be level heights sometimes inno, lol 
But wait nah, ah pack soup still eh come yet, nah somebody gonna get bitten >.> 
Rel cyah believe my moms eat out de pootigal before I could come get it >.>
RAS HOBO! LOL excuse me sir do you know that the last 4 digits of your number spells hobo? aahahhahahaha 
ah find these mosquites rel boldface tho. 
Mellow vybez now
I would like to visit the moon, on a rocket ship high in the air...

CARAMEL POPCORN =WINNNNNNNN! ^_^

I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MYSELF! I should get a bigger container then, hehehehe ok that was stale :/ lol
Ok, so all weekend I've been feeling peckish and wanted caramel popcorn, not like the one I made last time though, lol I wanted it even better! And well, I was supposed to make for someone's birthday(they really liked the last batch, lol) so I decided heck why not make it today! ^_^


So I spent like 45 minutes shelling peanuts and breaking them in half, ouch. I cyah be ah nuts 'oman on the highway inno, painnnnn! lol I got my apparatus ready beforehand, well most of it and I popped my corn :) IT POPPED BEAUTIFULLLYYYYYY! Like OMG! There was not a single corn to be popped still! (or maybe I just didnt see it) and it didn't burn! For awhile I was like, screw caramel popcorn I just wanna eat it like this ^_^ My dad took some, and then I popped another large pot :D Guess how that popped? STUPENDOUSLY! :D eeeeeeeeeep! Im too excited, haha
So during this, the pot was on the stove, but nothing in it, and I could'nt find the measuring cup so I just started estimating how much of everything and puttin it in the pot. I put sugar like three times, lol Some essence(the light one this time :D) and kept stirring. I put all my nuts(cashew and peanuts) in the two pans with the popcorn and got ready to put my baking soda and watch it rise! :D
Turned off the stove, put in the baking soda and it barely moved, so I was like burrrrr? So I put back on the fire, and put in more baking soda and stirred, it rose just a little bit, but not overfluff like lastime so I was concerned. But in my mind I was like wait nuh, baking soda have TOO MANY USES! To clean, disinfect, get rid of odours, bake and teng, wth! Maybe too much would give ppl chirren the runnings, so I didnt put any more, lolI poured half in one bowl and mixed, and MY WORD WAS IT GORGEOUS! It distributed wonderfully, and was light and looking even better than processed caramel corn x_x. I thought I had too little for the other bowl, but BAM! That spread niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee too. I didnt even use my baking dishes this time, I jsut plopped the two pans in the oven for a few minutes, it sealed the caramel over it, and WOW! It tastes great :) Screw plain popcorn,lol

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED! We we we so excitedddd *dances* ^_^
I just had to blog about this, my happiness was too much to contain, I had to tell the world! :) Thank God it came out so well :) Cant wait to dive down in some more later :D

My 30 Day Challenge (30) Fasting

Wow, I can't believe the challenge is over ;( It's been wonderful I must say :)
My last day! I fasted. It wasn't meant to be for the challenge however :/
I successfully finished a 4 Day Bible Reading Plan on the topic of Humility from http://www.youversion.com/ and I thought to myself, I'd fast to end it off. And maybe fast at the end of each one completed. I was sort of reluctant at first but went ahead. All I had were fluids, water, bush tea and a small box of juice (because keeping the sugar up a little bit is essential)
By 8:30 my belly was grumbling! But I sipped tea and it went for a couple minutes. Thankfully, nothing for breaktime or lunch came in Boxlunch(the school feeding program) so wanting to eat it wasn't a big issue for me! Twas an issue however, when everyone had such lovely meals I can eat from! All hot and delicious smelling! And then another class was giving out FREE DOUGHNUTS! FREE! x_x temptation was all around, but I resisted and went on to read over the verses I studied :) And after school i bought chow and carried it home to have later :) For the rest of the evening i was fine, just gassy, lol And was somewhat eager for 6pm to reach :) When it did and I returned home from music class, I prayed and ate!
I feel good actually. Just awhile ago my mom asked my to do something whilst I was trying to make toast to eat, and I said oh gwammmmm, but stopped because the thought "Submit yourselves to your elders" from 1Peter 5:5 came to mind. "God resists the proud but gives grace to the humble! " :) 
A good way to end off a challenge I believe, with the Lord! :) 
"My grace is sufficient for you, and my strength is made perfect in weakness" :)
So why worry heh? :) 
So that's it folks! Thanks for all who followed. Shall update on my next challenge tomorrow please God :) Till then! have a wonderful night and be blessed! Check out the website!(It's pretty cool) :)


Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself.
let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others.
Let this mind be in you which was also In Christ Jesus. 
~Phillipians 2:3-5~
And don't forget to 

:) Adios!

My 30 Day Challenge (28-29) BAZAAR & FANCY JEWELLERY! ^_^

I'm blogging late againnnnnnnnn :/ I fell asleep before 8pm lastnight! I never sleep that early! lol I think I was too lazy to get up off my bed for anything else and so I just lay down and bep out! Oh well. Yesterday was my Bazaar!
Bazaar: 

A market in a Middle-Eastern country. A fund-raising sale of goods, typically for charity

Lol twas the second definition though. I've been in this school for 7 Years, and it was going to be my last official bazaar there, so I geared myself up and went to have a good time! ^_^ Usually I just jibb, went to the disco twice I think, or miss it because I had a scrabble tournament the same day x_x but this time, I went and I had a darn good time yo! So that was my new thing :) I played games, and more games, and more games, and hula hooped, and played with my friends' little brother, and played more games, and ate and ate and drank and drank, and played more games and helped a tiny bit with the haunted house ^_^ All in all I had a wicked time! ^_^ 
First game I played was called "Light a Candle" and basically all you did was light 8 candles with one match, before the match burns to smithereens or other's blow out. And I won! ^_^ Picked a number to get my prize and got some herbal essences shampoo! So I'm like heyyyyy Just gimme the conditioner if I win again, but they refused :( So I played again, won again, then picked again, and guess what? I PICKED THE CONDITIONER! ^_^ I spent between 60-80 dollars perhaps yesterday and came back home with
Herbal Essences Shampoo and Conditioner
A can opener
A glass plate
Two big bowls (to make meh cake in xD)
A kitchen mitt 
A bunch of nails files in a set!
Small bottle of Ocean Spray Cranberry Juice
Colgate Toothpaste
A bottle of Oil 
And Earrings! ^_^
Had two bags of pholourie, ice cream, 2 LLB's, more ice cream...wait that was all? :O lol Ah well ^_^
I HAD FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ^_^


And so on to today's challenge! I dream some weird things, can't quite remember what but it involved cookie dough! :/ lol Anyways, earlier on, whilst searching for Lord alone knows what, I found where my broken jewellery pieces were :D And so I repaired em! Got myself a chain and a matching bracelet to boot! ^_^

:DDDDDDDD Me likes! 
Took me some time but it's worth it ^_^
Well Bob's your uncle, lol :D
Till Tomorrow Please God when I finish this challenge! :)
Tara! :)